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Being in the wrong and having to apologize was bad enough. Angel rather
prided himself, though, on getting to the point where he could recognize
the need to apologize, especially without Cordelia poking him.
But this--
He stared at Giles, hoping the man would suddenly give a Ripper-esque
smile of satisfaction that he'd put one over on Angel. Heaven knew Angel
deserved any number of revenges from Giles, petty or profound.
"You're not serious," he said finally, unable to hold out any
longer.
Giles just shook his head as he watched Angel from the other side of
the Magic Box counter. "I'm not the one you need to apologize
to--this time."
They both looked away from each other until the moment passed.
"But--them . . ." Angel said.
"I'm afraid so." And there was Ripper peeking out. "It
was their plan you disrupted, a plan which, quite to my surprise, was
working quite well."
"Since when the hell have Spike and Xander been working
together?"
Giles' left hand came up halfway to his face, then he reached for a
chunky cluster of amethyst crystals on the counter to fidget with.
"They, um--since the wedding didn't happen, Spike and Xander have--
well, Xander said something about male companionship close to his own
age."
"Spike's nearly a hundred and fifty years old, alive and
dead."
"I'm fairly sure he meant mentally."
Angel nodded in understanding. "Still, you let them go out against
demons together?"
"Let? I wasn't able to be here for the wedding, and by the time I
got here, the two of them were already settled into their bizarre buddy
movie and the girls were looking relieved and amused."
"Even Buffy?"
Angel smelled sudden blood as a chunk of the amethyst cluster broke
off, but Giles showed no sign. "Buffy--is one of the most relieved.
Something about them distracting each other."
"From what?"
Giles put the crystals down firmly. "Perhaps you can ask them. I
have work to do."
Angel took the blatant hint and left.
Another demonic drug ring had popped up, using one of the outlying
hangers at LAX as a trading area. Various suppliers brought their goods to
the hanger, where the brokers set up shipments to go around the world.
When Angel had gone to poke around, he overheard complaints about someone
named Doc up on the Hellmouth who was getting more and more demanding
about his percentage. The description of the vampire in the long leather
coat and bleached hair had been enough to tell Angel that his next stop
was Sunnydale.
And what had he found in the back room of that truck stop by the
freeway but Spike drinking whiskey with demonic representatives of the
drug ring--and Xander Harris sullenly leaning against a wall. Questions
about Slayer interference in the business had been raised; Spike had
sneered and waved his whiskey glass at Xander, pointing out that their man
on the inside would keep the Slayer away from things that didn't concern
her. Only the look of mingled fear and disgust that Xander had sent
towards Spike had kept Angel from bursting in and breaking up the whole
thing. He lurked outside, waiting to see if Xander was being coerced into
helping--only to be pounced on by an equally lurking Buffy, who demanded
to know why he was trying to ruin everything.
Now Giles had confirmed Buffy's story of Spike and Xander concocting a
way to break the Sunnydale connection with a masquerade that had already
gone on for two months. And Angel had nearly ruined everything, risking
both the masquerade and Spike and Xander's lives.
It turned out the two of them were all but living together in Xander's
apartment, with Spike's old crypt serving as meeting place for demons.
Angel pulled up in front of Xander's apartment building, practicing his
greeting so the first words out of his mouth weren't "Please tell me
you have separate bedrooms."
He knocked on Xander's door. A minute later, he knocked again, louder.
"Keep your hair gel on!" came the dreaded, familiar voice.
The door opened; Angel braced himself, but he wasn't prepared to see
Spike in all his naked glory, hair every which way, reeking of recent sex,
and smiling in a pleased, predatory way that said payback was a bitch.
"Toldja," Spike called over his shoulder, then he leaned
against the door frame. He sniffed audibly. "So . . . Slayer's word
wasn't good enough, you had to double-check with Rupert, eh?"
"I--"
Xander came out of the bedroom, rubbing his eyes and running his
fingers through his hair. He wore long, loose pants and nothing else.
"Jesus, Spike, put something on or close the door. I've got
neighbors."
"And your neighbors know you've got me."
"And they don't need to know everything you've got."
Angel barely listened. This was Xander Harris? Where was the lanky,
twitchy teenager whose every molecule screamed inferiority issues? This
young man was rolling his shoulders and twisting his torso, loosening his
spine. Dark, sardonic eyes met Angel's through a fall of thick hair
without any kind of flinch or apology.
"He's spoken for," Spike said flatly. "What are you
doing here?"
Angel pulled his attention away from Xander. At least he knew what to
expect from Spike. Which, he realized, was part of the problem. He'd seen
Spike's challenging glare before, but it was the old, darker instincts
that stirred in response. Angelus would only have allowed that challenge
as long as it amused him, then slapped it away before re-establishing his
dominance. Angel debated turning around and letting the apology go unsaid
rather than allow himself to be in any sort of submissive position to
Spike.
Xander went to the kitchen and came back with a bottle of water.
"Maybe he's here to apologize for nearly fucking up that meeting with
Grozier."
"Not hardly," Spike snorted. "This one doesn't apologize
for anything."
Angel had to twitch at that. "Actually--look, can I come in?"
"No," Xander and Spike said at the same time.
"Fine, I'll do this in the hall." He made a show of fidgeting
and eased a foot towards the doorway. It bumped against an invisible
barrier.
Spike's smirk became more pronounced. "That's right, Peaches. I'm
on this side and you're on that side. Tell your story and move along,
you're only getting out of an arse-kicking because you showed up five
minutes later than you could have."
Angel shrugged and shoved away the mental pictures. "I am here to
apologize. I didn't realize what you two were up to, I thought you were
part of a problem I'm having in LA. I'm sorry I nearly messed it up for
you, and I hope it doesn't cause you problems in the future."
Spike found his voice first. "Damn right you nearly screwed
everything up! We're two weeks from convincing those shitheads that
Sunnyhell's not worth the grief of dealing with, and the great avenger
comes tromping in on great bat feet to stick his nose in where it doesn't
belong."
Xander stuck a hand over Spike's mouth. "Thank you," he said
to Angel. "Good-bye."
Angel nodded and turned to leave. Maybe he was getting off lightly
after all.
Or not.
"Oi, you call that an apology?" Spike had gotten free.
"I want groveling! I never got away with anything like that piss poor
apology in the old days."
Slowly, Angel turned. "Spike, that was a long, bad time
ago--"
"It was barely four years ago," Spike snarled. "I can
break it down into months, weeks, and days if you want."
Xander put a hand on Spike's shoulder. Angel closed his eyes. "You
don't have to," he said softly. "I know."
"You know." Spike strode out into the hall. "Then don't
you think I deserve a better apology?"
Angel opened his eyes to glare at Spike. "I made you do things no
one should have to. No way in hell am I going to do them. Besides, I
already apologized."
"You made me do worse just for taking a cigar without permission,
I'm not letting you off that easy."
"Spike!" Xander interrupted. "Get in here, you two.
You're not having a Spike-Angelus smackdown in my hallway. Yes, that was
an invitation, Angel, get your ass in here."
Angel walked into the apartment, amazed, and Spike sulked in after him.
Xander closed the door firmly and glared at the pair of them. "As
much as I'm in favor of making Angel grovel, I think we're losing the big
picture."
"What big picture?" Spike frowned.
"He's working the same drug ring thing we are, just from the LA
end."
"Oh, you are not suggesting we cooperate with him."
Angel let the argument fade away. As Xander gestured and his muscles
flexed, the drawstring pants inched lower and lower. If he wasn't careful,
one of those wide gestures could--
"Ow!" He rubbed his arm and glared at Spike.
"If I have to tell you one more time to keep your eyes to
yourself," Spike snarled, "you're going to be losing them."
"You think you can try--"
"What the hell are you two on about now?" Xander demanded,
hitching up his pants.
"Oh, as if you don't know, standing there like that," Angel
snapped. He should never have come anywhere near these people.
"What? How is this my fault?"
Angel gaped at him, then turned to stare at Spike. Spike shrugged, and
Angel looked at Xander. He turned back to Spike. "He has no clue,
does he."
Spike's smirk was definitely pleased. "One of his best qualities,
actually."
"And you let him wander around those sorts of demons without
knowing what's going on?"
"He doesn't go anywhere near them without me."
"And that's enough to keep them off him?"
Spike snarled, but Xander's whistle interrupted anything more.
"What are you two talking about? What do I have no clue about?"
Angel glanced at Spike, then shrugged. "That you're distractingly
gorgeous, especially from a demonic point of view."
Xander's jaw dropped in disbelief rapidly followed by horror. He looked
at Spike, who shrugged and nodded. "What he said, love."
"Oh my god, brain bleach!" He shook himself. "OK, this
is some bizarre payback for us making you apologize. The demon magnet
thing was a joke and a very temporary spell--right?"
"Demon magnet?" Angel repeated.
"Willow spell gone wrong," Spike said quickly. "Pay it
no mind."
"Why am I--" Xander shuddered "--especially gorgeous to
demons, pray tell?"
Spike grinned. "You go back and forth between 'so tough we just
have to see what he can take' and 'how many pieces might he fall into if
we pull out this little bit'. Plus you're just very nice to look at."
Xander stared at Spike in appalled disbelief, then looked at Angel, who
shrugged. "Sorry. It's a demon thing. Except for the pleasant to look
at part, which should appeal to just about anybody."
Xander shook himself. "You two were fighting just a couple of
minutes ago. Why are you agreeing now?"
"I can hate him and still agree with him," Angel protested.
"Didn't the whole hot pokers to classical music thing take care of
that?"
"Not hardly," Spike said.
"The hell it did," Angel added. "I owe you for that,
boy."
"Not on your best day, poof."
"Fine!" Xander yelled. "It was a mistake thinking you
two could work together, never mind, good-bye, Angel, drive safe, say Hi
to Cordy for me."
One more glare to Spike and a nod to Xander, and Angel headed for the
door.
"You still owe me a decent apology," Spike said.
Hand on the doorknob, Angel didn't turn. "I already apologized for
interfering with your drug ring plan. There is no apology possible for
everything else. Just leave it, Spike. 'I'm sorry' is just going to have
to be enough." He turned the doorknob.
"I think you on your knees might be a fair start," Spike
purred. "That's how all my apologies always started."
Angel let the door close and tried very hard to ignore the remembered
images fighting for his attention. "No."
"One against how many hundred? Barely a nick in the score."
How interesting to discover there were limits to how far he'd go in
seeking his redemption. But maybe if it was anyone else but Spike, he
wouldn't feel this hot iron resistance. He turned and looked at Spike.
"Not from me, not to you, not in this or any other century." He
expected the hatred in those hard blue eyes, but not the fury and not the
pain.
Xander stepped forward cautiously. "Spike, just let him go. We
don't need to have anything to do with him, just let him leave."
The boy smelled of Spike and sex, Angel noticed. The scent added sweet
dimension to the memories that were escaping. Some of the offenses Spike
had committed had been done purely as an excuse to apologize.
The sneer of memories dropped from Spike's voice, leaving just cold
promise. "Your eyes track towards him one more millimeter with that
on your mind, and I will take out your heart where you stand."
Angel knew what his smile had to look like, but he couldn't stop
himself. "But I owe him an apology, too."
Spike was actually trembling. "You do not lay one hand on him, you
keep your thoughts away from him, you will not do to him what you've done
to everything else of mine I ever--"
Xander stepped up and put his arms around Spike. "Stop. Not going
to happen. Leave it be."
The rage dropped from Spike, and he let his head fall forward, before
rolling it to rest on Xander's shoulder.
What was a hope of redemption against that? Angel stared at them,
feeling his soul scoured empty. "You don't need anything more from
me, Spike," he whispered. "You already have your revenge."
Xander stared at him, every bit of the old hatred and resentment back
in his eyes. Angel nodded and turned back to the door, but not before
Spike raised his head. Contempt in those eyes was no more than Angel
deserved. The anger and regret were more than he could deal with.
He said nothing and walked out the door.
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